Monday, September 6, 2010

whatever u say it!

Watzappp my bloggie yoyoyo man baik man ? MANTAP! apasih-_- oke TTP aja deh. hmm mulai darimana yaaaa-_- hmmm okedeh.
so, i'm falling in love with my senior at my new school, because i like him. he's handsome, he was kind to me, he was understanding, he made me a passion for life, and for me he is everything to me everyday. but dont know why every seen him reply to a message on twitter with another girls i became very very jealous :( but strangely, until now i dont know how i feel about him. i was very confused when he asked me about the contents of my heart. i really love him but i dont know if i love him or not at all. because i'm afraid that eventually he was just toying with me just like one of my ex boyfriend. if his attention, either against me, then i'll be more attention to him anymore. i dont want to hurt him because he never told me that he loved and dear to me. oke i'm very grateful to him because he loves me and i sincerely wish he was mine for now and maybe forever because i love him. i just want him to know that i love him. i can only convey it, but he never knew how my heart pains when he reply to a message from another girls :( i was hurt but its not my business cause he was entitled to be close to anyone. once again, i just want him know that I LOVE HIM.

loves and little sad,

2 comments:

sharon deborah said...

if you know you love him...say everything you wanna talk...because someday if he leave you (for real)you will not be able to say whats on ur heart...

Rangga Jati said...

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